HeeHee,
Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 11:29 PM
Hello , i need to tell you'all something.
Maybe.
Maybee.
MAYBEEE
i wont be updating for the next two weeks. O o . Haha, lame.
N level laa. Okay?Understand aites?! But if i do you're lucky.
WHEEE~
Ciao.
♥
Labels: BYE
Days,
Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 12:32 AM
It helps alot if you could just shut up and listen .
I've try my best to help, instead you choose to ignore.
And you come running back to me when you need me .
I've help you ALOT. Do something for me will ya?
I don't know what you're trying to say .
Whatever it is,
Don't come crying to me with full of regrets.
Cause i did try to help.
Labels: Time
wishing,
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 12:21 AM
Dad Side.
Mom Side.
Its been a long time since i updated my blog.
Anyway, first day of raye was SUPER kecoh. Since my grandparents were at my place this year.
They didnt stay long . They didnt brought enough clothes for Raye. So yeah. Forgive and Forget.
Cried. Took hundreds of pictures. Go to my picture, not album. If you want to see the pictures.
Before raye, had career seminar. Took alot of pictures. Again, all in facebook. Its was okay .
But dorang SEBOK JER. (:
My dear friend shamir passed away 22 sep 2009 7.30am.
Not close to him, used to .
Good guy. Cried. Regret not going to funeral. Stupid me .
Went to my aunts house for raye just now . Watch OLD super OLD video . I WAS SO CUTE, trust me, i am. They say my mouth never change. Haha. Saw late grandfather, kept quite holding back my tears. I kept thinking , why didnt i cherish those moment last time. Hais.
On the way back, we(siblings) were talking about him and tears were rolling down my cheeks .
Imy so much :(
Im done, School sucks . As always. No mood. 12 days to the next paper. BYE!
Labels: On a wishing star .
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
HELLO( : ]
Okay, lame.
Anyways, had Nlevel practical just now. Haiz, it was SUPER EASY! Hahaha. Confident sak Choco.
Anyways, i manage to do the graph the way it is suppose to be. And i finish in less than an hour.
Check check check like 4 or 5 times. Talked to Mdm Shikin, waited, check again. Slept for AWHILE. And, time was up. I was super happy. ((: It was easy, that's all. Alhamdulillah!
Bukee with Farah , Dearest. Went to library after that, FINALLY. I've been wanting to borrow a book. Tomorrow Career Day, not many coming, CONFIRM. Zzzz.
Perangai cam TUT ! Hmm. Lalala(:
Ittmy.
Get it done and over with .,
@ 12:47 AM
Hello , IM SUPER SADD !
Didnt get to talk to him today, haha. Thanks to school. Damn it, urgh.
School was okay. My english teacher still come to my class , we were sooo pissed.
English is over , get out. I want more Maths and Science:)
Classmate force me to go Raye with them, sorry! I don't want. Its our last year, i really want to go. But you know the reason.
I want it to be just US. Us us. You know what i mean .
Farah came over. Then Shirieyn . Slept till buke. When Eastpoint for BROWNIES! YUUUM.
Went with Shirieyn . Unfortunately , the brownie was as hard as BURNED COOKIE. It was shirieyn's brownie, HAHAH! I tell youu, you should have been there. Kelakar.
Went home, watch TV with family. We were crying to this movie, some malay movie. Forget the name. Anw, we all were crying in silent. THEN, TING TONGGGG ! HAHA. Me and Dad rush take tissue to wipe our tears, i was laughingggg my ass out . Open the door, laundary ! Haha, my eyes were still red. Malu man. And both malay guys, tsk. We were laughing and laughing . Am i being fooled again ?
Labels: Now.
No.,
Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 10:49 PM
Im sorry if nowadays my post very emo-ish . Or whatever you think like. I've been having PMS. Not really PMS, i'm not even having. More to
mood-swings. Him, hmm. I havent told anyone bout him YET. Hehe(: Havent been talking to friends lately. So monday will be the day. Its not a serious thing. Friends, thats all (: Told mom, she say she don't believe in all this shit, as she like. Won't force.
Me, hmm. I've been sleeping and chatting at weird timing of the day, DON'T ASK. And i really need to change my phone badly. Not need, but
WANT. Please.
Went to geylang , bought my baju from again , none other than Anisah Collection. Bought two. I only like one, the red one. The blue , is kurong. I DON'T LIKE, parents force me to buy. Bought shoe. Hmm, i like ! IT SUITS THE KURONG I DON'T LIKEE ! BUT
SUPER SEXY. The shoe, not me. Im not that perasan you know.
URGH. Why must i feel this way. Am i going to be fooled again?I hate this feelings.
People say, im TOO nice. I just feel bad being bad. Unless you've reach the point la, its different story.
Imy. 15 last paper of the month.
Labels: Its nothing.
Don't ask,
@ 12:21 AM
I never thought it would last.
Its you, im sorry.
Labels: Where are you ?
Go away.,
Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 10:30 PM
Why do i feel like i don't belong in this world?
No words can describe how i feel now.
I feel like crying.
I want you here , now.
Please.
Labels: Please .
I want you.,
@ 6:16 AM
See what Chocolates do to me, my cheecks, EVERYTHING ?
If you're Dumb , and still dont see my point, THEY MAKE ME FAT (:
HAHA, sorry. Im alittle bit sot in the morning.
LET'S UPDATE YOU !
My Nlevel paperrrrr.Hmm
It was
EASY . For English . But i loss marks for second paper.
Suppose to circle anwser, instead i tick. WELL,
What to do ? What is done is done.
I wont bring myself down just because of that . MALAYYYY! Hmm, It was OKAY.
Only the listening comp was Alittle bit hard.
If Fazeila can't understand,
HOW THE TUT am i suppose to understand ?
It was 79% Easy. Overall for malay.
Break Fast At sempang on Monday, KECOH you know deciding where to eat.
In the end , we end up eating at Spize. Zzz. Pictures are in Facebook (:
There is Arab guy i've been talking to, He super cute. As in behavior. (:
Nice knowing him .
Labels: Not you.
Lost in the maze.,
Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 1:19 AM
I Miss You Yayah :( 
Yayah been missing in action lately. And i've miss you OH SOOO much .
I understand you're situation . And i can't hate you for that .
imy so much!
(Im not les)Anyways, i read this book and i fell inlove with the character. Wth! He's just so cute.
I miss waking up to your morning messages .
I miss being love by someone .
I want a Guy who loves me for who i am
I want a Guy who respects me .
I want to show them, you're better than any of their is .
I want to tell them and make them want a guy like you.
I want you to be the first one to know everything.
I want them to call us the "PERFECT COUPLE"
I wish you were here.
I wish you were real .
I wish it was YOU but MY VERSION of YOU. (F)
Stupid book. I hate books. But i'll still read' em . Let my imagination run wild.
Ytd Broke fast with Shirieyn at Eastpoint. Sorry if i've delay you from breaking fast. We found a QUITE decent place to eat. I had Brownies and Ice creams . Yum, Not fasting (:
Went to tamp and Hang out .
Slept fira's place. Suppose to study but instead we slept through the whole night. Tsk
I told her to wake me up. The next thing u know, she's gone to Lalaland too.
Had a little Brother sister bonding with my sibling just now, we played Guitar Hero 5 .
Just bought it . Newer song, but not my type. Tsk.
I wish i could go into the future and have a little peek to see who he is.
Labels: Is it you ?
Do dreams come true ?,
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 1:48 PM
Dear Diary,
I have no one to talk to but you. I've been having this weird feelings.
Feeling that iam gonna fail my Nlevel and cry and cry on the day i get my result. I daydream myself getting the result and crying, and tears roll down while i daydream. Why is this happening ? I've been studying and i've been more focus in class. I failed 3 subject for my prelims, 3 U's . Never i ever had 3 U's on my report card. L1B2 ; 8. I aim to get at least 4 or 5 . I am really trying my best to study at home.Sometimes, i just feel that im so stupid when i cant do something.And It's hard to study at home when the TV, Laptop and My Bed is calling my name ALL the time. Tsk.
070909 - Basic Malay
070909 - English LC.
080909 - Basic Malay LC.
090909 - English
090909 - English paper 2.(I think)
150909 - CPA Practical.
This month timetable.
No holiday for me :(
And i still can go out on the 7 to break fast with friends. (: Baik uh Chocs.
Dah la, nappy time (: FYI , i only can study at night .
Labels: I wish upoon a star
Life's a bitch, DEAL with it(: 
